Nefilosofi wami wokuphila

Ngezinye izikhathi ukuphila kwansuku ingena esigabeni ekhethekile: Uthola entsha, akuqinisekile, yandisa uhla umsindo futhi zaveza Iphalethi eliqhakazile imibala, sintanta siqonde esidlule wena igcwalisa emakhoneni gcwalisiwe ka ngamaphasiji umphefumulo wakho. Khona-ke (ukuphila) kuyinto sokuthola ijubane enjalo ngokushesha futhi umfutho, isivinini kanye isigqi izinsuku izenzakalo iyamangalisa nezenzo - amagalani endaweni ethile edlule, ngokusebenzisa kwakho, nomumo zabo - lizwakale ngokulambisa ukuba konke amasonto akhe esikhathi esidlule zikhunjulwe kuphela kungavamile, kodwa ngezinye izikhathi imibono silly aphume ikhanda kanye ogulayo ukhathele akuqaphelayo, awunaso isikhathi ukugcina umkhondo okwenzekayo. Ngezikhathi ezinjalo, engaqondile iqala ukuphupha mayelana nokubonakala i eyengeziwe izandla eziyisithupha, ngaleyo ndlela badlulisela octopodiformes Shiva noma unkulunkulukazi Guanyin. Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, uyaqaphela ukuthi ozama nje ukubamba emva ukuphila, ugijima ngemva kwakhe futhi ayaphela. Futhi ufuna siphile.

Woza umcabango transience wokuphila, kukanjani incane ngendlela emangalisayo. Futhi mingaki ungakakwenzi ... futhi kanjani ukwenza konke, inqobo nje uma usemncane futhi egcwele amandla (kanye egcwele ke?) Futhi inkolelo ethile kulokhu ngokwakho, kuyilapho wena asidumazeki kukho konke futhi wonke umuntu, njengoba kwenzeka ngo-nezinkinga 30 no-40 iminyaka futhi ekugcineni, uze wazi kahle ukuthi ufuna empilweni? .. Abantu abaningi bakholelwa ukuthi kukhona isikhathi sokunquma ku zokubekisa kanye nokuhuheka nezinkanuko. "Mina ngeke ucabange ngakho manje. Ngiyobe sengiqala ukucabanga ngokuqomisana ke kusasa", futhi bonke lesi sitayela. Futhi uma kukhona isikhathi sokucabanga ngale ndaba kusasa? Ngabe waya kuphi futhi ungubani kuyoba yini kusasa? Ungakwazi yini ukuxazulula ke kusasa? Kusasa - kuhle kakhulu uma nje ngeke namuhla. Futhi kuphela isikhathi namuhla. Manje. Hhayi ekuhlehlisweni, okungase noma kungase kungabi. Ngokubona kwami, akukho okubi nakakhulu ekuphileni ukuba afe futhi engazi ukuthi isikhundla salo, isikhundla kanye isiqondiso ekuphileni, ukufa, ngisho okhanyisa indlela yakhe, lapho ngingathanda ukuya.

Uqala ukubona ukuthi kubaluleke kangakanani ukuchitha ngamaholide nomndeni wakho, singathanda ukuphuma eqhwa nomkhaya, baphikisa ngokuthi ngcono kakhulu ukuze uhlanganyele ibhola elibomvu ku isihlahla sikaKhisimusi, bonke ndawonye anqume nezitjheleleko okungcono, futhi kumnandi, ukwenza isifiso ngaphansi iwashi chiming futhi ucele uNkulunkulu ukuthi awekho yini amanye izinsuku eminingi ejabulisayo enjalo ...

Kodwa kuyinto sekwephuze kakhulu ukucabanga ngakho. Holiday kwesokunxele, kungani waqhubeka uhleli sekwephuzile emsebenzini (onyakeni wokuqala), futhi umzimba babonisa isifiso eyodwa kuphela - ukuya embhedeni ngokushesha. Uyaqonda ukuthi lena umjikelezo omubi, a Maze ezenzakalweni nasezimweni lapho ungase azikakutholi indlela yokuphuma. Awukwazi ukumisa le wheel Liyindawo ukunyakaza ngokushesha ukuthi sucks ngawe, idla lonke isikhathi sakho nokuqaphela khona.

Misa. Late umsebenzi, ukuhlala ebhentshini epaki. Futhi uvumela ngokwakho ukuzicabangela, ukuphila kwakho, ukubheka abantu emhlabeni (futhi uzibone yisicupho esifanayo, njenganoma hamsters egijima isondo, esimelela kungahambi yezinyoni), ukuphefumula ezingcolile emoyeni idolobha (ukuqonda akalutho uma eqhathaniswa naye ukhona futhi landulele yayo ekupheleni), belangazelela emaphandleni, lapho usukhulile futhi, phela ukukhokhela ukukhalela zonke ukubona, ukukhulula "ngazimbili" iminyaka kopivshiysya futhi baqonde ukuthi kule minyaka eyishumi nanhlanu imizuzu, osunazo ulwazi nokuhlangenwe nakho okuningi kuka eminyakeni embalwa edlule.

Ngifuna kuphila, hhayi ukusebenzisa ukuphila.